another monday....

just sitting here in my stt office, which at one time was my son's room. cant freakin wait to move. i am so hoping to be out of this place by the beginning of nov. lets keep our fingers crossed. i have it all planned out in my head the way my new place will be decorated. finally the way i want it, u have no idea how much i am excited for this. as far as stt, we are starting this new marketing campaign in hopes of jumpstarting this thing, and i try not to stress too much about it, whats meant to be will be, however i pray that it flourishes cause it is every mothers dream to own her own company and work from home. since i have been home (since may) i feel like i have gotten to know luke all over again. for so long i bartended and was constantly exhausted and in kinda poor health from years of late nights and cigarettes (i will be one year smoke free on thanksgiving) . since i have been home, i have the energy and the desire to cook my lil guy breakfast and do projects and just love him up. its really nice. so anyway, saw a puppy at the bus stop today, and just when i thought my deep longing for a pup was gone, sure enough i once again NEED a puppy. but i will wait a bit before i get serious at looking. so got, luke on the bus and had some afternoon delight with my man. i must admit i am not a mid day kinda girl, but it was nice. gotta squeeze it in whenever i can i guess. i have been kinda lax on my condom useage lately, so at anytime, this blog could read I AM PREGGERS. hehehehe.....
on that note, we went out to dan and jessie's on saturday for a bonfire. it was really nice, the boys played and the girls gabbed and the guys drank and gabbed some too. and ava was the star of the show, my gosh that is one doll baby if i ever saw one. jessie looks so perfect with her, finally her dream came true:) i love that girl and the lil one too;) so on the way home, we stopped at sheetz cause luke was hungry,(i gave up on feeling like the bad parent for having a kid out late. ) so we get our stuff and here comes howie(softball loving, smelly cat lover, tully's fan club) and some random chick (not smelly cat), anyway he says hello and trys to show off this girl (none too impressed) and lifts up his shirt to show ed some raspberries on his gut from softball!!!! we were totally grossed out and i'm sure the girl got one look at that gut and put the condom box back. catch ya later xoxoxoxo